I'm not ashamed to admit it I am the person responsible for all the pain

that I'm feeling Can't nobody hurt me like I hurt myself doing

all of the time and I haven't been healing I don't think I'll make it so I take another

one straight No I don't need no chaser

Lately been getting too wasted Feel like it's just me vs the world

Yeah I know everyone hates me This is the way that it has to be

So I'm done running from whatever's after me I deserve all of it, do not feel bad for me

Self inflicted, all the rules, do it happily I got nobody to call on

The love that I had that is long gone In my whole life I've been misunderstood

Yeah this whole damn world has got me all wrong I just wanna be myself, they want me to change

They say when I drink that I should see myself Been dying inside and I'ma need my health

Why you only come around when you need my help? I remember being suicidal

devil waiting on my arrival I pushed the limit so many times

I don't know why I still survive on When I'm leaving, my spirit is under attack

Have I fallen into a trap? Usually I don't get attacked

And I'ma tell y'all about the pain that I felt all my life

I become numb to the pain and it starts to feel right

So give me what you got You can do your worst

Send a hundred shots Put me in the dirt

You must've forgot How much I'm really hurt

You must've forgot You must've forgot

So give me what you got

Wondering if I'm gone or I'm not All I know is I'm alone in my thoughts

I see you feeling right at home on the block You can change in the hand that you got

They said that only time will tell I spent a little time in hell

Commissary inside the cell All the time I was in the penitentiary

Ain't a person in the world come and visit me

Did I really do something hard to your pride? How you do so much wrong

You ain't worth nobody time Way too many times it was weighing on my mind

I was laying there at night, got to play it suicide

I don't make believe Really got a guardian angel saving me

Only reason that I'm still alive, thankfully Became who I aim to be

You hate but you can't compete Sometimes I think that I'm somebody

Other times I think that I'm nobody I ain't never wanna have to break down work

But I want that fast life, I don't go with the slow money

I don't make excuses, I create solutions I don't hang with losers, busy making moves

I don't got no time to be chasing Gucci My life is an inspirational movie

My spirit is under attack Have I fallen into a trap

Usually I don't get attacked And I'ma tell y'all about the pain

That I felt all my life I become numb to the pain

And it starts to feel right So give me what you got

You can do your worst Send a hundred shots

Put me in the dirt You must've forgot

How much I'm really hurt You must've forgot

You must've forgot