On the road after a quick break
There we were back at work
London fog and loading docks
Back when every show was a first
He came in for what I trusted
Was an office friendly hug
Both hands clutched down hard on my ass
He whispered with his head
I screamed and tried to push away
But He only pulled me closer …
Everyone in the room stared
And Alone in that fight or flight battlefield
Worst of all don't be the bitch
Is what the world kept telling me
After another couple weeks
Being pulled onto his lap
I prayed for help I prayed for closure
Every time in that mocking tone
When had I begun to drown
Was the whole goddamn world
That terrified to rock the boat
All wrapped around my throat
I stood still kept my mouth shut
Knowing all too well the ice was thin
I may never work in this town again
Worst of all don't be the bitch
Is what the world kept telling me
"We'll fire him if you want us to"
But alone in the fight or flight battlefield
Was the deafening silence
Don't be a drag don't be the bitch
Is what the world kept telling me
How and why it comes so late
If someone else can hear this
Carries this unbearable weight
You're not alone on the battlefield
No you're not alone in the battlefield
No I will not be a victim
But I will no longer be silenced
And live as if it never happened