Wonder why it hurts so much to sing

I’m wide awake

And I can’t hear a sound anywhere for miles

Where did it all go?

Now I’m stuck with all the hell that silence brings

It’s safe to say

That I tried to go back to the way it was before

So where did I go?

Trapped in today

I can’t move my eyes around the room to see who’s giving up

Wish I could replace

The way I sleep too much for the guy who stayed awake

Living in the worst case

I can’t keep my head on long enough to breathe

And the steps I retraced

Led to the same damn place that I was too blind to see

Wonder why it hurts so much to sing

I’m wide awake

And I can’t hear a sound anywhere for miles

Where did it all go?

Now I’m stuck with all the hell that silence brings

It’s safe to say

That I tried to go back to the way it was before

So where did I go?

And I found out that the ones who cared were using me from the start

It’s not my fault that I caught on

It’s not my fault that now I’m gone

But it turns out that I’m just as bad as the ones who broke my heart

Ask anyone you want

I’m everything they say I’m not

Eyes to my phone

Try to write out a response that makes up for everything

But it’s too late

Ear to the ground

Hear all the words and the faces that

Summon me by name

Now it’s too late

It's too late

Wonder why it hurts so much to sing

I’m wide awake

And I can’t hear a sound anywhere for miles

Where did it all go?

Now I’m stuck with all the hell that silence brings

It’s safe to say

That I tried to go back to the way it was before

So where did I go?

Where did I go?

Where did I go?

Where did I go?

Where did I go?