Sometimes It feels like we've been through so much

The ups and the downs

The ins and the outs of us

I can't forget all the ways

That you made my body feel

But in the end was it really worth the risk

I gave in to my passions

Tell me was it worth it

Lights. Camera. Action

The world is watching

Or so I feel

I can't help myself but think

It's all my fault, I messed up it all happened in a blink

We should've stayed friends

But I wanted something more

So I shot my shots and those bullets damaged us

It's been years, and we haven't had a conversation

When we talk it gets awkward silence is the confirmation

The pain is affirmation

That my love is real

But really tell me was it worth the risk

Why do you have to hate me just for loving this big?

Why it has to hurt I thought love was something sweet?

I was mistaken

I miss the friendship

I miss the love, I miss the tension

I miss the feelings

My heart is in detention

I miss the dreams to make you Mrs, I miss the 'missing'

Now I'm lost in well wishes but can you hear me

Sometimes I feel I don't remember you

Rest in Peace coz God knew what's best for you

I don't even know where they buried you

Was my love worth losing you

I miss you

Sometimes It feels like we've been through so much

The ups and the downs

The ins and the outs of us

I can't forget all the ways

That you made my body feel

But in the end was it really worth the risk

I gave in to my passions

Tell me was it worth it

Lights. Camera. Action

The world is watching

You called me just to tell me you felt sorry

You knew I loved her

You told me you could hug me

You knew I needed hugging

Your voice on the phone alone was soothing

My heart started beating like an army band was marching

I knew that I was hurting

I had to heal by catching feelings

So I saw a chance that you could be my healing

I kept it in for three years

Then I summoned courage

Hoping you would say yes

But you told me something

You told me you was getting married

It was hurtful

I smiled and lied and said I'm really really happy for you

Was it worth it? I ask me was it worth it?

Was it worth my healing turn its back on me to hurt me

I don't put the blame on you I only put the blame on me

For keeping on with the loving when I knew it couldn't happen

Cuz I kinda read the signs

But I thought it was my mind

So I put the thoughts in cages then I locked them in my mind

But really now I'm fine

And I'm happy we're still friends

I'm glad we had experience but was it worth the risk

Was it worth the risk