I don't know why I'm here
I don't know why I'm here
Why the fuck did I go home
There's only shouting in my ear
The way she smiles at me, I know why I'm here
Why the fuck'd I write this poem
I'm surrounded by my fears
The way I cry, can't see out of my eyes clear
But all my boys back home
And when I'm gone, I'll worry when we'll meet again
But I got friends moved on
And I'm gon' hug you like I never seen a friend
Give me a hug, my brother
It's been so long since we've seen each other
We've come so far like a bullet, pull the trigger
You inspire me to always keep pushing better
Because nothing's ever enough, there's always more
I keep pushing, can never get enough
All oppositions, you know we concur
All oppositions, you know they long gone
Looking back at the days, I never had shit
Was a really bad time, but that's what it is
Money doesn't make you happy, just makes you sick
Searching for something better doesn't make a fix
I see the future's looking clean
I thought you were not into me
I'm tryna shout to the rooftops
Screaming your name 'til the moon drops
Bad decision with a few shots
Mix that whiskey with some moonshine
Haven't been here in a while
Forgot how big you smiled
Everything's blurry and I know I'll regret this
Should've never checked my phone when you texted
I see the flashing lights
I know that I won't make it home tonight
I don't know why I'm here