Last night I caught myself

Hoping I would dream of someone else

I didn’t stop myself

And I got scared so quick, but not enough to stop the wishing

If you don’t let me, I won’t tell

Lay it all before you ‘cause I never pray to God

Maybe you’d forgive me, not like it happens a lot

What if I don’t love you in the morning?

If feelings change and there’s no warning

I’m scared that you already saw me

What if I get mad when things get easy?

If I don’t want you to believe me

Even if I say it softly

Even if I say it softly

Sit across the table from you

Too unsure to say I love who I am being honestly

And I don’t know if it’s just guilt

But I want you to be angry

Will you please not be too patient with me?

Is silence still the killer if I never have to say:

“I’m scared as hell that I’d be fine if you just walked away”?

What if I don’t love you in the morning?

If feelings change and there’s no warning

I’m scared that you already saw me

What if I get mad when things get easy?

If I don’t want you to believe me

Even if I say it softly

If I ever say it, I ever say it

Will you stop me, will you stop me?

If I ever say it, I ever say it

Will you stop me, will you stop me?

If I say it, if I say it

Please don’t stop me, please don’t stop me

If I say it, if I say it

Please don’t stop me, please don’t stop me

What if I don’t love you in the morning?

If feelings change and there’s no warning

I’m scared that you already saw me

What if I get mad when things get easy?

If I don’t want you to believe me

Even if I say it softly