My brother is the only person that I can think of

who really did, I mean, people have done things for me

but my brother did some thing for me once

I never forgot

Yeah

I'm still searching for myself it aint an easy task

Scars across my arms, I guess the trauma really leaves a mark

Pop another downer until I'm spinning and I'm seeing stars

PTSD, my heart's hurting and it's beating fast

I'm still searching for myself it aint an easy task

Scars across my arms, I guess the trauma really leaves a mark

Pop another downer until I'm spinning and I'm seeing stars

PTSD, my heart's hurting and it's beating fast

I lost another day, today I slept until like five again

Sleeping tablets turn me to a zombie when I lie in bed

Dreaming of the bridges that are burning that I've tried to mend

I've lost so many brothers that I'm used to saying bye to friends

I ain't seen my bro in ages, yeah I miss him to bits

We ain't speaking, we ain't beefing, it just is what it is

I know this journey ain't for everyone, it's into the abyss

But I'm the captain told my brothers I'm a sink with the ship

I lost my nan the other week, I didn't even shed a tear

I'm watching people disappearing just like they were never here

People talking bout me, ears are burning, it's getting weird

God forgives, cool, I don't, let's just get it clear

I'm still searching for myself it aint an easy task

Scars across my arms, I guess the trauma really leaves a mark

Pop another down until I'm spinning and I'm seeing stars

PTSD, my heart's hurting and it's beating fast

I'm still searching for myself it aint an easy task

Scars across my arms, I guess the trauma really leaves a mark

Pop another down until I'm spinning and I'm seeing stars

PTSD, my heart's hurting and it's beating fast

My brother can have anything I've got anytime he wants it

And if there's anybody in this world my brother don't like, he just tells me

He never has, but all he has to do is tell me

If there's anything he wants done, all he has to do is tell me

It'll be done