I should just sober up, but these drugs help me open up

I let my anxiety get to me, that's how I'd frozen up

I can't communicate my feelings to you face to face

I keep these feelings trapped inside of me, need to rid of them

So I keep on taking all these drugs straight to the face

I keep taking these drugs straight to the face, won't sober up

I keep taking these drugs straight to the face, won't sober up

Everybody been telling me Adi you just need to lighten up

What do you think my whole damn life is really even about

Pushed right to the edge, pushed right, pushed right to the edge

It happens all the time, so many times, I think I lost count

She must be well aware, how she make my head go right round

Still not enough, think I'm ready for another round

When the times get tough, I'm a dog, bitch I bite down

Suffocating slowly in my seat, I think I need to get out

I wanna see the whole damn world, Abu Dhabi right now

I was such a mess five minutes ago, but I'm all right now

Get my head out the future, put it in present, it's happening right now

I used to miss my goals, my coach yell at me I short circuit

Everything I say and do is a joke, don't take me seriously, grew up in the circus

Baby please come help me, I'm a wreck, I'm so nervous

Party, party through depression, now I'm such a big mess

She corrupted my mood, made me so depressed

Take a look deep inside my conscience, I feel like I'm so much less

Take a look deep inside my conscience, inside my conscience, inside my conscience

At least I'm staying authentic to myself

I keep taking these drugs straight to the face, won't sober up

Everybody been telling me Adi you just need to lighten up

What do you think my whole damn life is really even about

Pushed right to the edge, pushed right, pushed right to the edge