By the way, she looks at me

She’s pushing me away

It’s not new to me

She’s rude to me

I assumed its a stage

But that was a mistake

We’ll never be the same

I’m screaming in her face

And I think now we’re enemies

Cause, she holds on to the little things

There no such things as surrendering

To her, it hurts to remember me

But I’m thankful for the memories

Cause I learned not to trust no one

My hearts bout to bust open

I blame all the drugs I’ve done

I say when the door’s closed then runaway

Run, run, run, runaway

You run away

Run, run, run, runaway

I hold my breath and every second feels like half a day

It’s hard enough to just pretend like this isn't everything

I’ve ever wanted

Ever wanted

But every morning

You run run run run away

I hold my breath and every second feels like half a day

It’s hard enough to just pretend like this isn't everything

I’ve ever wanted

When you chose to stay

It’s like the past has just begun

To run run run run away

You run away

Run, run, run, runaway

You run away

Run, run, run, runaway

All theses painful memories

Remember me the way

That I used be

And usually, I abuse them anyways

Take drugs and medicate

No time meditate

My life’s a Renegade

I’m just tryna run away

I don’t think that I deserve to be

Purposely miss-used

Through all of the pain you still turn to me

Through off my patience, and all you complaining

I’m still your favorite

I’m still the one that keeps praying for us

I still make payments

I’m still debating

If I should be here, if your here tomorrow

I hold my breath and every second feels like half a day

It’s hard enough to just pretend like this isn't everything

I’ve ever wanted

Ever wanted

But every morning

You run run run run away

I hold my breath and every second feels like half a day

It’s hard enough to just pretend like this isn't everything

I’ve ever wanted

When you chose to stay

It’s like the past has just begun

To run run run run away