My mind needs an inspection
Things I think are right are in question
I need to remain introspective
Maybe I'm just being selfish
I spoke too many lies to be innocent
Don't wanna bother so I stick to the silence
I just know I want happiness
Why cant I be happy for once
With myself I'm fighting one on one
With the world I'm fighting for my son
Grown up feeling painful love
I love the most so I hurt the most
And baby you hurt me the most
And your poisonous love makes me doubt my decisions
Your toxic ways put me in a prison
I fell in love with the warden
I'll think I liked it better there anyway
So my mind needs an inspection
You're everything I hold onto
You're everything I hold onto
That you couldn't hold onto
That you couldn't hold onto
You left me broken in pieces
When I leave who am I really
And when I leave this planet
After this shit like its do or die (do or die)
That's the only way I can feel alive
Need advice from a different entity
New Perspective is all I need
Cause now I'm free I should be happy
But I'm not happy (happy)