As I take a hit of this weed
In hopes to piece my life together hopefully
I flow like the open seas
Over beats I do it so openly
Close the book don't even much read
Ain't nothing but heartache and grief on all these sheets
I know i'm broke as poverty
But bitch I got the juice
To rocky roads i'm Apollo Creed
They think just cause they see me walking round with my head high
But with a smile on that everythings good but really it's not
I cry in the rain to hide all the pain
Living in vein going insane
You gotta change yourself if you ever want change
It's like a man ain't supposed to have emotion
Sipping liquor falling quicker; deeper in the ocean
Broken down memories they don't look the same
Smoke a blunt you deleted out my picture frame
I'm keeping focus on this money it don't ever lie
But that's a lie I keep my focus on a better life
I only cry when it rains so I never cry
So i'm disguising the pain in a better light
5A.M. in the morning tossing turning
Got the devil in my mind trying to get me burning
I was in the school of life but I wasn't learning
Know you gotta pay the price when sell your soul and
I was cruising in the whip keep the wheels rolling
Cause we bout to make a movie cameras still rolling
Happy faces with the groupies cause we feel golden
My eyes will never shed a tear in the sunlight
Only holding on cause you asked me
Only holding on cause you asked me
Only holding on cause you asked me
Yeah you asked me yeah you asked me
Only holding on cause you asked me
Only holding on cause you asked me
Only holding on cause you asked me
Yeah you asked me yeah you asked me
As I put my lips to this fifth and take a swig
With hopes that I crash and burn in a ditch
I pop the clutch throw the stick into fifth
Then take another now i'm switching to sixth
I swear to God it ain't making no sense
I'm the needle you need to stitch
When your soul is ripped open
Overflowing with emotions
Stay afloat through all motions