Still waiting for my day of reckoning
But heartless self-indulgence beckons me
The voices in my head are deafening
These chemicals will never set me free
Just leave me here and shut the door
Leave me strung out on the fucking floor
Of all the pain I've caused
The trail of blood I've spilled
I will never learn my lesson
There is no hope left inside
They scratch and they claw while I lie in bed
Constructing a nest out of my regrets
Mutilating until I wish I were dead
Tell me how I can make amends
For stepping on all of my so-called-friends
And selling my soul just to get ahead
Only to live a life overcome with dread
And every time I think I've reached the end
Running in circles again and again and again
Re-forms in the shape of a new omen
Deep in the hollow live things you can't unsee
So keep your eyes closed, or you'll become like me