Through the years I done held so many tears

Took so many L's

I done faced so many fears

And you know how I live

Raised to never trip on shit

Know this world get cold as shit

Shit just is whatever it is

And you don't understand what it's like to be a man

What's the saying life's a beach

But ain't no playing in the sand

Know some niggas saw them waves, turned around and fucking ran

Know some niggas took a stand

Surfed the turbulence to land

It's hard at times to find the time to let my feelings go

Time to time I hop on beats and I just let my spirit flow

And no I don't discuss my heart, the softest parts I never show

Swear that part so hard to reach, that if you breach just might implode

Remember back when I was weak, would stay up tweeting bout some hoe

Now lil black just hit the streets, replace that freak, and play it cold

Now lil black just clap them cheeks, then tell that freak to hit the door

Roll a fat one, ain't no backwoods, honey swisher leafs I blow

Thinking whoa

Through the years I done held so many tears

Took so many L's

I done faced so many fears

And you know how I live

Raised to never trip on shit

Know this world get cold as shit

Shit just is whatever it is

Through the years I done held so many tears

Took so many L's

I done faced so many fears

And you know how I live

Raised to never trip on shit

Know this world get cold as shit

Shit just is whatever it is

I was just 21 with the mental mindset

Of a nigga who pushing on 54

Like I feel like my life close to ending probably

Imma live this bitch up before them curtains close

Not to mention my bitch always tweaking bout lil different shit so the love couldn't never grow

That shit led to me slicking and dicking all these different hoes, which led to a deeper hole

That was right 'round the time my whip got repoed

Vacate notices posted up on my door

Guess it's back to my pops or just trap on the block toting straps on the block just to make some dough

Set a pick and roll

Finna ball on these niggas

Im so used to falling my nigga

Got battle scars

Call it quits 'for I call on a nigga

Before my handout for a nigga

I'd rather starve

Switched up locations

A trip cross the nation

Long way to Decatur and then to mars

Dealt with some haters

But focused on facing myself in that mirror I found it hard

I gave my problems up to the lord

Rolled every whoa I had in cigars

Mama I swear that I'm going far

Won't return til I'm living life like a star

Through the years I done held so many tears

Took so many L's

I done faced so many fears

And you know how I live

Raised to never trip on shit

Know this world get cold as shit

Shit just is whatever it is

Through the years I done held so many tears

Took so many L's

I done faced so many fears

And you know how I live

Raised to never trip on shit

Know this world get cold as shit

Shit just is whatever it is