Heartsick and lost in the void
I swore I would never know again
When the line you crossed begins to blur
Maybe this time the loneliness will do me in
How much pain are we meant to take?
Carve my name in an early grave
'Cause only then will I find relief
From this bed of nails you've made for me
Now I'm locked in deja vu
I still hear the crack in your voice
Spreading thin from another bad choice
Dancing around me in the dark
Every complication lies under a crown of thorns
I can't separate from all my violent ways
I can't separate from all my violent ways
Chase the high 'cause I can't be me
Preoccupied with living at a cost
In hope to feel nothing at all
To pick up what's left of my peace of mind
Carve my name in an early grave