When I'm on you, shit, I feel like myself

Abusing you often, not good for my health

I'm chasing that drink, you chasing my wealth

Leaving my heart all up on that shelf

I said I don't need it no more

Pop me a addy and take me a shroom

I'm hope you won't find me collapsed on that floor

( I love you Meezy!)

Said that you leaving, then bitch hit the door

Said I would stop, but I really want more

I use the drugs just for fun when I'm bored

Sometimes the perky don't help with the pain

Is it the world, bitch, or am I insane?

I'm knowing the meddies be killing my brain

Mama she tired and daddy he gone

Why do these bitches keep doing me wrong?

Hope that you feeling my pain through this song

Niggas be mad cause I'm keeping it real

I got some scars that ain't never gon' heal

You broke my heart, so I split me a pill

Life shit hard, this shit ain't easy

Talking bout struggle, nigga, come be Meezy

Why do my friends and my bitches, they leave me?

I'm here for my family cause they said that they need me

Said that you need me, then why you mistreat me?

Sometimes I just wanna control, alt, delete me

Breaking the code is the story of Meezy

Hoping that one day a rap nigga run into me

Just like Drake when he ran into Weezy

Like, shit cause I need me a happy ending

Life shit hard, this shit be fucking me

So I guess that I'm doing the bending

Damn, that's a crazy bar, but shit nigga, that's how it be

I know how I talk bout I hate myself in these songs, but trust me, I'd rather be me

I'm cool as fuck, and I got good music taste like

I'll tease me a bitch for some hours then I'll bust on her face

I've been trying just stay out the way

Court room, I'm beating my case like

I'm stacking my bread for an apartment

Cause sometimes I hate this place like

Nah fr like

What the fuck is this sad-ass, motherfucking, groovy-ass fucking song, yo

What the fuck? I don't know if I should be sad or happy, I don't fucking know

I don't know, but fuck it, shit crank