They say the happiest people, felt the worse type of pain
I wear my heart on my sleeve, and I don't wear it with shame
I done held down niggas and elevated my women
So be careful who you love, mine clouded my vision
Insecure niggas will blame you till they grave
But I'm waiting for that day when they speak on my name
I done run away from smoke, faced the devil like a man
It's always the bitch niggas that be biting your hand
Been through some bad days but the poet shall rise
I knew my ex was gon fold I saw it up in her eyes
Nigga you crossed the wrong person, boy that's shame on you
You think you big boss flexing, boy that neva was you
Only keep a few niggas, them the ones that I trust
I ain't here to play games, you with them or with us
They say the good die young, so I ain't in no rush
You couldn't walk in these shoes, boy these cost too much
You wouldn't know loyalty if it smacked you in your face boy
Held niggas down when nobody was around
Gave niggas my last and they doubled back and asked for more
Said it wasn't enough (Its crazy)
Broke up with Shani and I prayed right before I did it
Trice left when I was grinding, knew she couldn't get it
I'm painting pictures with my pain, roll another wood
I sacrificed good women, wish they understood
I parked the foreign in valet, next to S5
Shirt got the streets jumping, yea this shit live
I'm handing you these roses cause it's healing my pain
They killed my nigga Penn, I ain't never been the same
I ain't never been the same
You turnt on family, so nigga you gon feel my pain
He start to fold under pressure, I'm the one to blame
You get to trippin, and I'm the one to blame