Guess I never meant shit to ya

I guess I never meant the things you said I did

I had a hard time getting through it

Had a hard enough time just as it is

I came back to the city

Just to try one more damn time

I pray that God forgive me

Take control of my life

You broke my heart the first time

Ain't remember my birthday that was the first sign

And I don't wanna talk about it back inside

After all this fucking time I thought you'd learn why

I don't wanna see you no more

Take away what I couldn't find so long

I swear it only happens to me

But I can't ever tell you when the fuck I think you're wrong

I guess that you don't happen to be

I ain't seen you in so long

You know it breaks my heart

That you don't even care about it

Been that way from the start

I'm far from it but you can't say you're perfect

Everything you said showed up on the surface

Act like we forever then you say I'm a burden

I think I'd be much better off if I curved it

But I can't see that shit inside of me

And if you really cared you would've spent more time with me

It'd be fine if you was real and just had said you tired of me

How I'm supposed to function, you can't even say you're proud of me

You broke my heart the first time

Ain't remember my birthday that was the first sign

And I don't wanna talk about it back inside

After all this fucking time I thought you'd learn why

I don't wanna see you no more

Take away what I couldn't find so long

I swear it only happens to me

But I can't ever tell you when the fuck I think you're wrong

I guess that you don't happen to be

I ain't seen you in so long

You know it breaks my heart

That you don't even care about it

Been that way from the start

Take away what I couldn't find so long

I swear it only happens to me

But I can't ever tell you when the fuck I think you're wrong

I guess that you don't happen to be