In the house too much I always wake up late
And everybody tell me "damn you gonna sleep ya life away"
Too anxious lately gotta go
Everyday i'm gone on the road
Fans see me they freak out take cell phone out and flick it up strike a pose
Why i'm always in a cubicle
Beautiful twisted thoughts bout who gon show up at my funeral
My face tell it all when I feel like i'm getting mad - it shows
I been in my bag excuse the duffels round my eyes my bad
Still skipping class real blunt when it comes down to that I pass
Time wasting time- and time again I show my ahh and blast
My niggas that ain't my niggas go back to being sad and laugh on god it's bad
I put my all in guess that's what they call it trying
To put ya heart in only end up leaving you all heartless guess
I'm weird regardless tried to cry for help since I started
This whole thing retarded niggas fired if we being honest well i'm being honest
Some Things That- I never speak of
Family quote unquote trifling
Because I got mixed personalities can't you see us?
Ease up I hate everybody!
The mirror talking to me saying she missing the old me
You moving ya hands too much I think I might OD
You chewing too loud you walking to close
You asking me things I don't even know
You staring too long you seeing my soul
Niggas is killing me I need to go
The room is too hot my heart is too cold
The word that you used got too many o's
I'm growing too fast like what i'm supposed to do
I won't get close to you i'll ruin ya life
My niggas is telling me diamond I miss the older you