Never thought I'd be the villain
Never thought I'd be the bad bad man
In this story I'm unforgiven
Just waiting round for the hangman
There's a place that I don't wanna go
It's something I must face alone
Letting go is something that I've never been good at
And it hurts my scars to hold the rope
Forgiveness has it's limits
I'm just dying to make a living
Clutching onto whatever comes this way
Tears I'm crying cause my slipping
Blacking out almost every day now
Upon this deathbed I've slept in for some time now
Can't shake this feeling that another me is watching
And judging every single move I make somehow
I'm cursed no one can lift this
You can't redeem yourself
Like a lamb to the slaughter
I'm the the son who cannot swim
And I drown in the baptism
The devil brought the pleasure
But now God's brought the flood
Like a lamb to the slaughter
I'm the the son who cannot swim
And I drown in the baptism
The devil brought the pleasure
But now God's brought the flood