And somebody told me I can't be mad at God
How I'm supposed to be your son if I can't show my heart
Don't tell me that you love me
I know that you above it all but this above me
Dad, Mom, Wife, Grandma got the covid that's troubling
Auntie died from it honestly that's still rubbing me
I got all these feelings in my heart man it's bubbling
I wish I could trust in you the way that I put trust in me
Seen you do it once or twice, I read about it heavily
In my life you O and three concerning me
I need you to talk cause yo silence is really deafening
Tell me how you figure that
I been down for you since Sega genesis
You say you love me for me but all I really see is cap
Things ain't go the way that you figured, and you can't handle that
I told you fight the good fight of faith but you don't fight you tap
Everything you got I done gave you so what you giving back
Cause I can take the beat out your chest and wouldn't be wrong for that
Instead, I gave you life that's eternal I put you on to that
And everyone you love that know me I'm where they home is at
Satan done corrupted your mind you John the Baptist in the cell
Eyes open but your heart done went blind
How my goodness make you darker inside?
Guess my love for you ain't look like what you thought it implied
Doubting Thomas got a whole in my side and wholes in my hands
My love for you is eternal believe I Am that I Am
Death ain't never been a part of the plan so I came to give life
So, if you know me you gone rise up again
I ain't never said it would be easy tell me who told you it be easy
I said when the rain come I'm right there when you need me
Yea I'm right there when you need me
I ain't never been the bad Guy Satan is a lie he Trinna divide
Trinna give me credit for the things that he devise
You starting to believe it I can see it in your eyes
Got a heavy burden I want you to lay it down
You carried it for a while
You can't hide cause I see
Gone and let your guard down
Who told you when you talk to me that you gotta be fake
Please don't kick me out your heart cause I died to take a space
You ain't gotta do the race you not a track star
But no matter where you go you never that far
Lord I believe but help my unbelief
I got so many chains in my mind they holding me
If you knew better, you would do better
Honestly feel like it's some things you could have done better
If I was in your shoes like
How I say I love you and I let you have them cold nights
Ain't no food up in the fridge
But I know you know right
Power off you can flip the switch and won't get no light
Trinna let you in my heart and let you know just how I feel
l know you had a plan But did you have that in your will
What purpose did it serve I need your help to help me heal
I told you that I love you I think I'm lying for real
In worship I be loud inside I'm dying for real
Remind myself of Adam how I be hiding for real, I be crying for real
I was up in the garden like Father is this your will
I'm dying to help them heal
Then Judas came with a kiss thought he was my dawg for real
But I was thinking bout yall for real
I had angels by my side to get me out of the deal
But the scars on my back was your price to be healed
When I died and I rose I gave life to the vill
And this life ain't the life that's gone die when you killed
Take it back to the Genesis the plan that I layed out perfection
Man and woman come together after they get my essence
Then a child is born into a place where there is blessing
I get to see them face to face I get to teach them lessons
That's what I intended to bring you in
But sin put you in a whole predicament
Satan is why you couldn't see the light no filament
I know you mad but I am not to blame I'm innocent
I ain't never said it would be easy tell me who told you it be easy
I said when the rain come I'm right there when you need me
Yea I'm right there when you need me
I ain't never been the bad Guy Satan is a lie he trinna divide
Trinna give me credit for the things that he devise
You starting to believe it I can see it in your eyes
Got a heavy burden I want you to lay it down
You carried it for a while
You can't hide cause I see
Gone and let your guard down
Who told you when you talk to me that you gotta be fake
Please don't kick me out your heart cause I died to take a space
You ain't gotta do the race you not a track star
But no matter where you go you never that far