I've fallen back into the sickness
Regress, repress all symptoms
Black my lungs to die young
Biting back against everything I chose to repress
We live just to die as the blind leads the blind
Cause when it comes to an end
But I've learned to let go
Pretend, pretend like the pain will all now come to an end
Been swallowed whole and left a sorrowed soul
Cause I've been waiting my whole life
To make myself believe the very words I preach
I'll let it all fade away
These opaque eyes left mesmerised
I'm slipping back into hypnosis
Tried concealing the sickness with poisons
With no one left to blame
From this I can't abstain
An apathetic, pathetic excuse for rotting away
When the pain will subside
Cause when it comes to an end, we all pay our debts
Down into the darkness, impulsive self hatred
Carve out my beating heart till I depart
Cause I keep tearing myself down to live this fallacy
Been swallowed whole and left a sorrowed soul
I'll let it all fade away
I'll let it all fade away
These opaque eyes left mesmerised
Been swallowed whole and left a sorrowed soul
These opaque eyes left mesmerised
I've been searching for the strength to mend the hole in my heart
And I'll keep fighting the urge to suffer misery for art
Cause I've been searching for the strength to mend the hole in my heart
And I'll keep fighting the urge to suffer misery
WRITERS
Brenton Rakebrandt, Luke Benicky, Nathaniel Sherwood, Riley Keane